JOURNAL
GAMES 
Yes, I know what you guys are going to say
"Pick-me-girl! You know you're an egirl, right? What makes you better than any other egirls? You're just saying this for the attention of incels and males online." And I don't blame anybody for assuming that, but that's all it is, an assumption.
A few disclamers. No, I am not saying that I dislike females more than males. This is strictly when it comes to online in spheres like 4chan, rw twitter, even alt tiktok although I don't really touch that. This is also not about EVERY single egirl out there or anything. Hell, even if you do some of the things I list later on, that doesn't mean I will dislike you, it just means you are retarded.
I'll start out by saying I have no. fucking. idea why egirls even choose to go on 4chan boards such as /r9k or /soc. Here's the thing. I always understood that it was a common thing for femanons to ghost anons or any males on the site and it didn't suprise me, nor did I blame them. There are a lot of really strange dudes on that board and if you're the type of girl who decides to humor some of these guys, it's over for you. But what I don't get is why the fuck are they even here?
What do they gain from posting their tag? At first I thought that they were specifically trying to look for other femanons to befriend (especially when they say it themselves) but when I add them, and we exchanged just "hellos" they eother straight up ghost or they will say something rude like "You are boring as fuck, bye" and block me. So who exactly are they trying to find on here? Do they think that the perfect Chad is just hiding on /r9k or /soc? LMAO, NOT!
What is the point of some of their online presence if they have no friends, don't message anybody, don't edate, nothing. It's so weird, what the fuck do NEET girls even do online all day? The fuck? They barely have jobs and if they do it's part time. Maybe they have a boyfriend but do said boyfriends really take up ALL of their time online and if so, how??
Yes I know this could be a me problem. I am not interesting, friend material, or something else. But I would at least like to know what I am doing wrong when I approach these girls, but they don't tell me. Because of STPD I have been basically pursuing female friendships online. I have even tried talking to girls that claim they share a similar experience to me. No social life, no friends, no parties, too "weird" or "quirky" but then I find out that those are the girls with the MOST friends. And to that I say, why lie about being pathetic? It impresses no one. I suppose it is to create a relatability with incels or men on rw spheres.
But even then, men and women handle things like social isolation differently. Women are better off than men when it comes to being single for long amounts of time because they subconsiously know they are the hunters in this day and age. What they cannot do without is friends, because females are very social creatures who play off of other's feelings. Women back in the day used to meet up with other housewives and have teaparties or something. They weren't ever stupidly combative or competetive with each other because they were not the hunters or choosers. Their jobs were to stay chosen and just socialize with other girls.
Meanwhile, men are the opposite. They can usually be okay with not having a lot of friends because they are more task-oriented and less social. However, now that they are not the hunters or choosers of our time, their worth is defined by atttractiveness and love value. If a lot of women are seeking this man, he is valuable. If he is chosen by a woman, he is (supposed to be) very valued by that woman, which gives him a good self-esteem.
So truly, it is almost impossible for antisocial egirls to relate to incels which is why the larp is a worthless endeavor. There are hundreds of egirls out here who are "so true relatable losers." You will never stick out the way you want to, so why fake it? The only thing you can gain from that sort of biz is attention from incels online who see you in the vain as other egirls, or other egirls who can relate and help you out (which you aren't ineterested in.)
The fantasy of being a poster girl for this "loser movement" as ruined a lot of girls online. I know because I did it and it was retarded. At about age seventeen I realized that trying to be a popular, relatable, "literally me" egirl in these groups is not smart because I hate a lot of these people and why would I want to be one of the faces of something I hate? News flash, I cannot differentiate any of these based loli edgy 4chan egirls from one another unless they put effort into making a particular image for themselves.